Today feels strange.  I woke up to an empty house from dreams that didn't make sense.  It seems to be mocking me: weird dreams, headache, neck pains, fatigue.  It's the seventh...and though I honestly thought that it would be just another day...and that the memories wouldn't matter, it's proving to be a little more difficult than I anticipated.  ( Read more... )

So I started phone dating Jon from the collection agency today.

I've called him a billion times, this afternoon I asked for Jon and he's like, "I'm starting to recognize your voice, Kirsten." I now just say, "It's me." when I call and he understands. It's becoming a little fun, I must say. He has a nice voice, I wouldn't mind just calling to ( Read more... )

After finally getting to sleep at about 5:30a this morning I was out until my alarm went off at 9:15a. It made for a wonderful waking up ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with a migraine. I haven't had one in years and so I wasn't prepared for it. If you've ever had a migraine you know that there is only enough space between the excruciating pain to think a few thoughts and usually they recycle themselves.

This morning my only thoughts were, "I want my mom.", "I don't want to be in pain ( Read more... )

I am so happy.

I can't even hardly put into words how happy I am. Everything is going right (knock on wood)...and *sigh* I'm just so completely overwhelmed by the blessings God's given me.

Even work has been good. I got a note on the back of a ticket the other day that said:
K-
You're a classy and charming lady. Thanks much!
M.B.It was from ( Read more... )

all around me sit darkened corpses ( Read more... )

I went and saw the doctor (the new neurosurgeon) this morning. He gave me a very thorough examination, more on my shoulders and spine then my neck (which no doctor has ever even looked at). He pushed around on my bones and found some tender spots (the same areas on the front part of my shoulders that used to be numb), which he told me means that ( Read more... )

Today was kind of a hard day for me. I didn't want it to feel hard, so it didn't seem too bad...it still doesn't...but I can't pretend that it wasn't rough on me. And now I'm just drained ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 7:30a after about four hours of sleep. I just could not fall asleep last night and my allergies are really bad right now...so it makes me miserable. Anyway...I had physical therapy this morning and for the first time ever someone actually acted like they noticed that I can't move my neck. She was really surprised that after ( Read more... )

I've started watching Heroes. My parents and I watched episode 2-4 tonight. We don't have the first one and we only have episodes up through 7...which sucks. So I'm in the process of downloading the rest of the season online. It will take a long time, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to watch some of them while on the plane Thursday ( Read more... )